i am no longer scared of my surroundings, i am more scared of the people that claim that they are here to protect. i know that there was a reason that the thugs came back the next night, broke in, and shot me. be cautious of not where you choose to live, but the circumstances you are in. if you get one thing dear to you taken away replace it with another thing that you loved before it was taken, and make it stronger. in other words don’t lay down!!!